Thursday, April 02, 2009

broken

it's been quite a year, hasn't it? i just keep coping, keep on keeping on, and doing my best to cope.

well, i kinda feel broken inside. there are parts of me that really feel happy every day, enjoy the best of life. there are parts that are just getting by. and there are parts that want to cry all of the time and can't get over the hard things that i didn't have time to do more than just barely cope with.

it's so hard feeling all of these emotions all of the time. and i don't know what to do about it.

life is good right now. but i think things are catching up to me. and my hormones are trying to balance themselves. and i'm kind of lost.

any suggestions?

3 comments:

Kim said...

I don't know what to tell you. You just summed up what I have felt for the last 6 months. Just getting by and coping...

((HUGS))

Gwydion's mama said...

Can you guys get away for the weekend? Go camping or something? Sometimes getting out of the house for a few days can help. *hugs*

MamaBear said...

the trip to the farm tour helped lots this weekend. and changing our diet has improved my mood. is it the weather or the diet? who cares! happy is happy!